Jesus Christ to Anna Marie – “My Plans to return and bless their bread again (on Ascension Thursday, May 30, 2019)” and Message for Attendees of the NYC Healing Conference

Apostolate of the Green Scapular
https://www.greenscapular.org

(Source: https://www.greenscapular.org/web_folder/Adobe/Messages/2019%20Individual/May_11_2019_Jesus.pdf)

MESSAGE FROM OUR DIVINE SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST
“MY PLANS TO RETURN AND BLESS THEIR BREAD AGAIN (ON ASCENSION THURSDAY, MAY 30, 2019)”
SATURDAY, MAY 11, 2019 @ 2:22 P.M.

Anna Marie: My Lord, I hear you calling me. My dear Lord, are you Father, Son or Holy Spirit?

JESUS: My dear one, it is I, your Divine Savior, Jesus of Nazareth.

Anna Marie: Yes dear Jesus, may I ask you please? Will you bow down and adore God your Eternal Merciful Father, who is the Alpha and Omega, the Creator of all life of all that is visible or invisible?

JESUS: Yes my little one, I your Savior Jesus, will now and will always bow down and adore my Holy Eternal Merciful Father, who is the Alpha and Omega, the Creator of all life, of all that is visible and invisible.

Anna Marie: Please speak my Divine Lord, for your sinful servant is now listening.

[Jesus gave Anna Marie a private message.]

JESUS: My dear one, there is a great concern by many as to my plans to return and bless their bread again. I will do this on the Ascension, so please allow others to know I will do this as soon as you can.

(NOTE: The bread and water should be placed on the altar to be blessed by Jesus for the future famine).

Anna Marie: Yes my Lord, I will.

JESUS: Now dear one, be in peace. I am always with you, watching over you and guiding you on all your daily efforts. I am your Divine Savior and I love you.

Anna Marie: Yes Jesus, all Apostles around the world love and adore you Jesus.

JESUS: I love each of them deeply too.

Anna Marie: My Lord, do you have a message for those who will be attending the Healing Conference?

JESUS: Yes, tell my little ones this, I will come to the Healing Conference to heal your brokenness. I love you and I see each of your broken hearts. The pain and suffering you have and you are enduring, will be minimized and you will feel my presence there. Many will receive very special and most holy gifts from my Divine and Sacred Heart because you have come to seek me, to seek healing that only Your Divine and Merciful Lord knows how to give you. Be in peace, and come to me, my lost little lambs. Your world is full of sin and destruction, but I will grant you the grace of joy and peace so that when you endure the trials of life, you will be victorious over it. I love you and have chosen each of you to beckon to my call to attend. You are my beloved ones and I am with each of you daily.

JESUS: Your loving Savior, Jesus. Savior of the world.

Anna Marie: Thank you Jesus, Praise you Jesus. Glory to God in the highest. I love you Jesus.

JESUS: My daughter, my love is always with you. Now return to your work and finish for the day.

Anna Marie: Yes my Lord. (I heard the Angels singing the song, “Come to Me, oh come and be saved, says the Lord your God.”)

END OF MESSAGE

ANNOUNCEMENT: Apostolate of the Green Scapular – Healing Conference in New York City – June 28-30, 2019

Apostolate of the Green Scapular – 2019 New York Healing Conference – Anonymous Testimonial from Last Year’s Conference

COMMENT (By a soul):
I want to re-share this anonymous testimonial that was posted on the homepage of the Apostolate of the Green Scapular (http://www.greenscapular.org). It is from an apostle sharing the good fruits from his/her experience at the first healing conference held in Austin, Texas (2018). I hope that it will help others to decide to attend the New York conference this June 2019, which for me, personally, was a life-changing event when I went last July. God bless!

Testimonial From An Anonymous Apostle
After Attending Our 2018 Healing Conference in Austin, TX
(Will be attending the New York Healing Conference too)

Received on: April 8, 2019

Hello Ann Marie,

I hope you are well. I would like to testify of the great things the Lord has done in my life since the healing conference in July last year in Austin Texas. Each month that goes by things get better and better because of the graces I received from the healing conference.

Before I attended the conference, I was under constant attack and was experiencing allot of misfortunes. I was always in debt. I could hardly sleep as there was no peace in the house. And when I would sleep, my dreams were always negative. There was this dark spirit around that would not enable you to have peace both night and day and I was exhausted all the time. The children also had no peace and were constantly fighting and could not sleep well at night.

Immediately I left the conference, I started to see things becoming better in my life. I also acquired gifts at the conference which have enabled me to face evil and fight back and protect my family. My eyes were opened and senses made stronger and I am able to discern the presence of evil in the house and even at the work place and signs of trafficking witches. My devotion to God has increased and become better. My finances and situation have improved. I sleep much better and so do the children. I also have peace in my heart and I face challenges much more easily with calmness which I didn’t have before. The list is endless of great things happening in my life. I thank God for using you to share the information and help us with healing.

God bless you.

Apostolate of the Green Scapular
https://www.greenscapular.org

New York City Healing Conference
Friday, June 28 – Sunday, June 30, 2019

We are please to announce our Healing Conference with Anna Marie on June 28, 29 & 30, 2019 (Friday thru Sunday) at the LaGuardia Plaza Hotel (LaGuardiaPlazaHotel.com) a full service hotel offering “free” shuttle service to/from the LaGuardia Airport, NY. You can click on this LaGuardia Reservations to make your reservation room at the LaGuardia Plaza Hotel directly. We are filling up quickly!

Please click on the green link to open and save your Announcement Packet (15-pages) for your review and discernment. Although New York is an expensive place to hold a conference, Jesus has assured Anna Marie that anyone who wants to attend can ask Him and Jesus will provide the necessary funds to attend. We need you to complete our Healing Conference Reservation Form and return to us. God bless you and hope to see you there! For questions or for more information, please email: info@greenscapular.org.

(Source – PDF Download – Announcement 15 pages: https://www.greenscapular.org/web_folder/Adobe/Conference%20in%20NY/3%20Day%20Healing%20Conference.pdf)

Blessed Virgin Mary to Valentina Pagagna – “I want to tell you that my Son has many different quarters in Heaven – When the many different souls come, He knows what each one needs”

Heavenly Messages
As Given to Seer, Valentina Pagagna
http://valentina-sydneyseer.com.au

June 21, 2018

Mass for the Late Father Valerijan Jenko

In the morning, while I was praying I suddenly had a vision of our Crucified Lord on the Cross. He was alive and He was in complete agony. He asked me to console Him.

He asked, “Could you place a little bouquet of flowers under My Feet. This will console Me greatly.”

The vision then disappeared. Then I understood and I said to myself, ‘Oh, oh, I am going to have some kind of suffering today.’

That same day I suffered a very vicious verbal attack by a very evil person. While I was being attacked I momentarily forgot about the vision of the Crucified Jesus that I had in the morning.

Later on I realised our Lord tried to warn me of the dangers that I would face. When you get attacked by somebody then our Lord also suffers.

June 22, 2018

Jesus nourishes and heals each soul

After the vicious verbal attack I had suffered yesterday, I was not at peace and I felt like going to Reconciliation. Even though I did not commence the argument which led to the verbal attack I felt guilty for participating in it.

While I was praying my morning prayers the angel came to me and said, “Our Lord has sent me to take you with me.”

I momentarily thought that I would be taken to visit Purgatory. I did not question the angel as to where we were going when suddenly, we found ourselves in a Heavenly building. I was in a room full of people. I could see a beautiful Altar, which was fixed to the wall. I could see our Lord Jesus standing at the Altar with His back to all the people. He was wearing a white tunic.

The angel said, “Kneel down! Now you are in the presence of the Lord and you must kneel down.”

Then our Lord turned around and walked towards the people and sat in a chair facing the people.

The angel said, “Now, He is going to serve Holy Communion.”

I could see many souls go ahead of me and kneel before our Lord to receive Holy Communion. The Communion was placed straight into their mouth, onto their tongue.

“He is nourishing the people,” the angel said.

He said, “Now it is your turn. You have to move next to the Lord.”

I came up really close to our Lord, and, quietly to myself, I was praying the ’Act of Contrition’. I was hoping that our Lord would know what suffering and attacks I had been through the day before.

I knelt beside our Lord and waited for Him to give me Holy Communion. Our Lord, however was ignoring me, then, smiling He said, “Just wait a minute.”

I then noticed a young girl, who looked about twenty years old, come right up to Him. She was assisted by an angel. Our Lord then said to me, “Stand up My child and listen to this!”

Jesus said, “You see this girl, while she was alive on earth she was a quadriplegic. She desired very much to receive Me in the Holy Eucharist, but she could never swallow. Now that she has come here, she was brought to Me so that I could nourish her and heal her, because she went through a lot of trauma while on earth. I make for her a special type of Holy Communion so that she can swallow Me. Slowly she will come to perfection.”

I was watching all of this so closely and I was praising our Lord for being so good and so merciful.

I could see our Lord place the Host on her tongue, but it was specially shaped for her. It was oval in shape.

Our Lord then said, “You see now she can swallow Me and it is easier for her.”

She was a tall, attractive girl with brown hair. I noticed that she was still a little weak and wobbly as she walked towards our Lord. During this whole time an angel was beside her, assisting her to stand. After receiving Holy Communion from our Lord, the angel walked her away.

After the girl left I knelt down beside our Lord and asked Him, “Lord, what about me? When are you going to give me Holy Communion?”

Jesus answered, “Just wait a little bit longer.”

I then noticed two saintly men, dressed all in white, coming from a side room towards our Lord. They genuflected before our Lord before proceeding to another side room. They kept repeating this action of walking from one room, genuflecting before our Lord and then walking to the other room.

I was still kneeling for quite a long time and waiting to receive Holy Communion. Then I noticed how our Lord kept looking around waiting for the two saintly persons to return. Thinking that He had forgotten me, to get our Lord’s attention I grabbed onto a part of His garment and gently shook it, just like a child would grab his mother. To my surprise I could feel His Flesh between my fingers.

Our Lord jumped and exclaimed, “Oh, you just pinched Me!”

I said, “I am so sorry Lord. Look at all the people waiting for You to serve them. When am I going to receive Holy Communion?”

Jesus said smiling, “Let them wait! They have all the time to wait.”

The people that I could see, were mainly women and young girls, all dressed in white, sitting in pews as you would find in a church. These souls were all in Heaven, waiting for our Lord to nourish them. Only He knows what each of them needs.

All of a sudden the two saintly persons approached us. They were carrying a manger which they brought to our Lord.

The manger was very beautiful, about half a metre long. It was white and lined with golden-yellow straw. On top of the straw was a porcelain little Baby Jesus.

The little Baby Jesus was ever so beautiful, almost alive. He had large eyes and was smiling. His index finger and middle finger of His right Hand were raised to bless and give peace to people.

The two saintly persons, who were holding the Manger and looking at Baby Jesus, were trembling so much. They said to Jesus, “We are not worthy to hold You.”

I was admiring Baby Jesus and praising Him saying, “How beautiful You are. May You be praised and blessed forever by Heaven and Earth.”

I made the Sign of the Cross over the little Baby Jesus.

Our Lord Jesus then said, “There you are! That is your Holy Communion. I know how much you love Me as a Baby. So now you receive peace and blessings from Heaven.”

After the ceremony the two saintly persons took Baby Jesus in the Manger away. The angel that accompanied me was now waiting for me to leave.

Jesus said, “Now, all the stress and evil that was around you, it is all gone. I had to bring you here to give you assurance and peace.”

A few days later our Blessed Mother appeared to me in the Chapel at St Patrick’s Cathedral during Mass. I asked Blessed Mother, “Where were you? I was looking for you but you were not there.”

She said, “I know all about what happened. But I want to tell you that my Son has many different quarters in Heaven. When the many different souls come, He knows what each one needs. He heals them, He nourishes them, He talks to them. Only He knows what each one needs.”

I thank the Lord for His kindness and goodness and graces to share with others.

June 29, 2018

Feast of Saints Peter and Paul

This morning whilst on my knees praying, I was privileged to receive a special visit from Heaven. St Peter and St Paul came to visit me.

They both looked quite young, maybe in their late thirties. St Peter had dark coloured wavy hair, olive skin complexion and a longish face. St Paul was of a much fairer complexion with a rounded face and greyish brown hair. They were wearing very unusual tunics of a light brown colour with golden trimming coming down from the shoulders and joining at the front centre. Each saint was accompanied by two angels standing on either side of them.

They said, “Valentina, we are Apostles of our Lord Jesus. He sends us to come to talk to you. Do not be sad, our Lord Jesus loves you very much.”

“He wishes that you speak to people His Holy Word. Tell people to convert and to turn to God. He is very offended by the world. He is very offended by all the sin in the world.”

“Also tell people that many calamities will happen. Tell them to wake up. So far they do not listen to any of the prophecies. Be courageous and spread His Word. He is always with you to protect you.”

Smiling, they said, “We also come to tell you that you receive a very special gift and graces from the Lord.”

“Would you like to know what that is?” I did not respond but just listened to them speak.

They continued, “The gift is so that you can see through the Eyes of Jesus and that you can discern if people are truthful or not, when you are among them.”

They said, “You are very privileged to receive this gift. Be very grateful to the Lord. Love Him and thank Him always.”

“Do you know Valentina that while we were living on earth, we too received a special gift of grace from our Lord, to discern between good and evil around us. We only lived for our Lord and we love Him so much. But now that we are with Him we cannot describe the joy and happiness being constantly with our Lord.”

“You should be very, very happy and proud.”

I said, “I don’t like to be proud.”

They said, “But this is different, this is a Heavenly gift from God.”

“We all pray for you Valentina so that you will not be discouraged by any negativity that is around you.”

They then departed.

The whole time that they were with me, they were so joyful and cheerful. They were smiling the whole time.

Thank you my Lord Jesus for all the graces that You have given me. Thank you St Peter and thank you St Paul, pray for all of us here on earth.

Special Commentary – The Gift of the Imagination is the Key to Unlocking Faith – By a soul

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SPECIAL COMMENTARY
The Gift of the Imagination is the Key to Unlocking Faith

By a soul
(July 18, 2018, Feast of Our Lady of Victory)

I am doing this special commentary for two reasons: one, I desire to help those blog followers of MaryRefugeOfHolyLove deepen their faith so as to properly use the mystical gifts that were given them this past weekend at the healing conference; and two, I desire to help all blog followers, in general, in how to deepen their faith and love of God, by learning how to pray lovingly from the heart. (See: WRITE-UP – Healing Conference hosted by Apostolate of the Green Scapular – Held July 13-15, 2018 at Austin, Texas https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/2018/07/18/write-up-healing-conference-hosted-by-apostolate-of-the-green-scapular-held-july-13-15-2018-at-austin-texas/)

I do not profess to be an expert. I am still learning all the time in my walk with Jesus and Mary. But, what little that I have learned, I want to pass along to blog readers, because I really desire to help people have a closer walk with Our Lord and Our Lady. I can only speak using examples from my own prayer life, and since everyone prays differently, you will have to adapt what I say to your own needs, but I offer what I can as the fruit of my own life. And I hope that this fruit will bear abundantly in the lives of others that it touches. So, let’s begin.

A couple of blog followers who went to the healing conference have approached me, saying, well, I kind of believe that I received mystical gifts at the conference, but I am not sure. They want to believe, but they are being assailed by doubts (which are to be expected due to satan’s influence). Also, one lady at the conference asked the visionary, Anna Marie, if she really did receive a Spiritual Sword, because she did not feel it being placed in her right hand. Yet, when she remarked on this, her table-mate actually confirmed later that she saw her friend’s Spiritual Sword in a dream, so this lady did truly receive the mystical gift. And Anna Marie remarked that the lady needed to work on her faith, as she also saw the lady being bestowed mystical gifts by the Holy Spirit. In fact, Anna Marie saw everyone at the healing conference being touched by the Holy Spirit in some way with mystical gifts.

So, for those blog followers who went to the healing conference, but are now, being assailed by doubts, please know that you truly did receive the mystical gifts of the Spiritual Sword and the Most Precious Blood of Jesus on your hands. I have no doubt in my mind that these two mystical gifts were given in common to everybody at the healing conference, because they are so necessary to the training that we all received in advanced spiritual warfare. So, have no doubt that Our Lord bestowed on you the Spiritual Sword and the Most Precious Blood of Jesus. However, we have to bring your level of faith up to the level where you truly believe that you have these two mystical gifts from the Holy Spirit. So, this special commentary is all about that—bringing your level of faith to a higher degree of certainty in the Lord’s Promises and Gifts.

Also, in general, in many, many, many heavenly messages from various sources, Our Lady has lamented at the lack of loving prayer from the heart from many of Her children. Our Lady has indicated that many of Her children pray with their lips, but not from their hearts, for example, when doing their Most Holy Rosaries. This is a serious problem, because this essentially means, that most people do not know how to pray properly. And yet, while there is no one “correct” way on how to pray to God, the fact is, people are forgetting what the essence of prayer really is, which means “conversation with God.”

To be honest, I am actually horrible when it comes to formalized prayers in the Catholic Church. Growing up, I had the Holy Mass—which is public prayer—but I never really had any type of family prayer or any knowledge of personal prayer to God. So, when I was returning to the Catholic faith in 2003, I had to start from scratch and teach myself on how to pray privately. I have a special writing on this blog, MaryRefugeOfHolyLove, that I want to invite blog followers to read, as it will compliment when I am saying in this special commentary now. But, people have to remember that when they are praying, that they are engaging in conversation with God, or Our Lady, or the Saints in Heaven. So, no word should be recited without feeling and taken for granted. Because, truly, would it not seem hurtful to you, if someone is talking to your face, but not looking at you and seems distracted in every word that they are saying to you? Truly, that is what is happening when Our Lady is hearing a Most Holy Rosary that is not said lovingly from the heart. But, hopefully, through this special commentary, we can correct some of these problems.

How To Pray To God https://maryrefugeofholylove.com/the-seal-of-the-living-god/how-to-pray-to-god/

So, what is loving prayer from the heart? Our Lady has spoken about it many times at Medjugorje, at Holy Love Ministries (http://www.holylove.org), and many other places. But, I will tell you, that it is only in a heavenly message through Locutions To The World that Our Lady finally explained HOW to pray with love from the heart. Here is the heavenly message:

January 17, 2012
“How to Pray From the Heart”

MARY

I put before you choices of life and death. I am not speaking of earthly life and death, but of eternal life or eternal death. These are the choices made each day. Does a person wish to live with God forever or are they willing to lose eternal life because of some earthly satisfactions that are illicit? These are the daily decisions, life with God or life without God.”

How horrible is life without God. (That darkness begins on earth.) How blessed is life with God. (That happiness begins on earth.) This is why I speak. I want to lead many into eternal life.”

God is not far away. You need not travel a thousand miles to find him. He is already in your heart. Wherever you go, even when you flee from him, he is there, waiting for you to turn to him. That is the secret. That is all you need to do to find God. Really God finds you. Just turn your thoughts to him. I will show you how. Picture for a moment, a story from the gospel. You know some stories. If not, then read the gospels of Jesus.”

Praying with the Imagination

Picture Jesus as a baby in my arms, or as a young boy in the temple, or being baptized in the Jordan, or preaching to the crowds, or praying in the Garden or dying on the cross. Any of these scenes will do, whatever you are attracted to. Use your imagination for a few moments and speak to Jesus from your heart. It might only be a short prayer but it will be from the heart. Congratulations. You have begun to walk the road of divine light. Be led to do this often. Just a short prayer where you picture Jesus and speak to him from your heart. That is truly a turning to God. Do not forget, I will always be there with you.”

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Faith is belief in the unseen supernatural world. Faith is a gift from God in which Jesus once said, “Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed.” (Gospel of John, Chapter 20, Verse 29). Faith is a gift that must be asked for from God—repeatedly, so as to increase in grace. Faith is a gift that must be guarded and nurtured, because it is only through faith that we become closer in knowing and loving the unseen God—Our Heavenly Father, His Divine Son, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit.

But how does one initially gain faith, increase in faith, and become closer to God? Our Lady revealed the secret in the heavenly message:

The gift of the imagination is the key to unlocking the gift of faith in God.

The fact is, everyone has the gift of the imagination. But, most people do not know why God even gave everyone the gift of the imagination to mankind in the first place. Yet, we witness abuses of the imagination in many sexual perversions and evil inclinations, which satan enjoys to tempt mankind all the time with today. So, the gift of imagination is often used by evil for evil. But the gift of the imagination was not given by God to mankind for evil purposes.

The truth is, the gift of the imagination is meant to be used for a very holy and righteous purpose. The imagination is supposed to be used to help people develop and grow in their faith and love of God—the unseen God who can come closer to us through proper use of the imagination. So, the key to deepening one’s faith and praying from the heart is learning how to use your imagination properly before God. You have to train your mind on how to use your imagination so as to increase your faith in God.

So, the imagination is the key. So, let me explain some steps on how I do this with examples from my own prayer life.

I am going to say something really shocking. I do not pray the Most Holy Rosary that much. I actually feel horrible about this, because the Blessed Mother has said that Her Victory will come through the Most Holy Rosary and the Brown Scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel. But, I do not pray the Most Holy Rosary much, because I like to sing it as I am terrible at simply reciting it on my own. And so, literally, using my children’s music CD to sing the four decades (not even a full five decades) takes me two hours. So, usually, daily, I will sing other worship songs and pray short ardent prayers throughout the day, as it is easier for me in my faith walk. But, I am getting better at remembering to sing at least one decade a day (about thirty minutes) for the Blessed Mother.

It is something that I am working on—my own personal prayer challenge—but we all have areas that each of us need to work on in our spiritual life. So, for me, praying the Most Holy Rosary on my own is my special project.

But, having said that, often when I do take the time to sing the Most Holy Rosary on my own, my heart is very moved by the words that I am singing. Very often, I am crying and yes, my nose starts to run, because I am like that, because I get so affected by what I am singing. That is because I make every word that I sing count. I really truly think about each word that I am singing to God and Our Lady and I imagine Our Lady being with me, singing alongside with me to God.

Yes, whatever song that I am singing to God, I imagine that I am singing a duet with the Blessed Mother. Other times, I will ask other Saints in Heaven to sing with me a duet while I sing a worship song to God. I do not have to hear the voice of a Saint to know in my heart that he or she is singing with me. I believe in faith, but this is how I have built up my relationship with the Communion of Saints in Heaven. I know that singing is not for everyone. To be honest, I have a very lousy voice, so I only sing really in private, but there is something about singing and using your active imagination at the same time, that has brought me closer to God.

Many times, I will take a favorite worship song and I will place the song on repeat and I will sing it over and over again, allowing the words of the song to bring my heart closer and closer to God—penetrating deeply into His Most Sacred Heart. As I sing, I will picture myself like a small little candle with a tiny flame on top of a rock in the middle of the desert illuminating the darkness of the face of the earth. And when I sing a worship song, I will imagine myself not only singing for myself and my intentions, but for the needs and intentions of the entire world.

For example, I love the Christian band, Casting Crowns, so I will use an example of two of their songs. So, if I am singing the song, “Jesus, Friend of Sinners,” on repeat, I imagine myself as the lit candle, interceding for the entire world as I sing. Or, if I am singing the song, “Who Am I,” on repeat, I imagine myself as an intercessor asking God to forgive all of mankind for our sins, as I sing the words.

Again, I know that singing is not for everyone. But for me, it has brought me closer to God, as singing coupled with the imagination is very powerful.

But, for those who like to recite prayers, let me return to the Most Holy Rosary, as so many people pray it daily and I want to help bring people closer to God through proper recitation of the words. The fact is, when I do pray the Most Holy Rosary, I love to pray it with others, as my heart feels something very special when I am praying publicly with others to God. I believe in Jesus’s Promise that He will always Be Present when two or three are gathered in His Most Holy Name. So, although I do not normally pray with others, it is always very special to me when I do have the opportunity to pray in a group such as this past weekend at the healing conference. It literally makes me smile, because I know that Jesus Is with us—in the gathering.

Now, I do not know what others are thinking or meditating as they are praying the Most Holy Rosary, but I want to tell you all a story that really made me ponder about things. But, many years ago, I was at my first gathering outside an abortion clinic to pray the Most Holy Rosary for pro-life intentions. And I was really excited, as I do not pray the Most Holy Rosary much (that has not changed!), but again, I love to pray it when gathered in a group.

Well, I want to say that I noticed something. I noticed that as we were reciting the pro-life rosary, everyone was looking down, very seriously counting their rosary beads one by one. And honestly, I thought to myself, why is everyone looking down at their rosary beads? The Blessed Mother is right in front of us, listening to our every word, as we talk to Her? I did not understand the serious counting of the rosary beads. Whenever I pray the “Hail Mary,” I use my imagination to see the Blessed Mother either beside me or in front of me as I say the words. It is actually very important to me that I fully acknowledge the Presence of Our Lady with me as I say the “Hail Mary,” as I do not want any of my words to be empty and hallow promises said directly to the Queen of Heaven and Earth.

To be honest, when I do pray the Most Holy Rosary privately to myself, for example, when riding the bus, I prefer to use my fingers to count and not the actual rosary beads as I find them distracting. I will sit on my little corner of the bus bench, resting my head against the window, with my eyes closed, and my hands tucked under my chin. To everyone, it will look like I am taking a nap and asleep. But, actually, I am praying the Hail Mary prayer with my fingers, imagining the Blessed Mother in front of me, with my eyes closed. To be honest, I have learned so many techniques of silent prayer from simply riding the bus. It is actually amazing how much prayer can be accomplished on the daily commute to work and about town.

Now, having rosary beads is important, as yes, it is important that no one loses track of counting the mysteries. But if there is one or two leaders counting the mysteries, or one is listening to a rosary CD, it is not really necessary for everyone else to methodically be counting the rosary beads. Instead, I want to suggest that everyone look up and smile at Our Lady while reciting with much care the words of the Hail Mary. That is the one thing that I have noticed sometimes when gathered when praying the Most Holy Rosary with others. Everyone looks so deeply serious. Even if I cannot see Our Lady, I am always smiling at Her when I pray to Her. For example, the prayer that I say the most during the day to Our Lady is the simple, “I love you, Blessed Mother,” and I always say that to Her with a smile on my face as I imagine Her standing to my right hand side, holding my right hand. It is actually funny, but my computer desk is right next to the closet, and so often, I am looking directly at the closet door, saying to the Blessed Mother, “I love you” with a smile. Sometimes, I will laugh, and apologize to the Blessed Mother saying, “I am so sorry that you are stuck in the closet” and I know that She is smiling back at me, by the little joy that She places in my heart at that moment.

In truth, my best prayer that I am always saying is “I love you” to God and Our Lady. Truly, if one wants to develop deeper faith, just saying constantly “I love You, Papa,” “I love You Jesus,” “I love You Holy Ghost” throughout the day is great for one’s closer walk to God. I wish that I could write such lovely prayers to God like many great Saints like St. Therese of Lisieux (The Little Flower), but again, I am really pathetic when it comes to formalized prayers. I am really very basic and very simple. I just go about my day constantly saying “I love you” to God and Our Lady and asking for the graces of “hope, faith, love, and trust” for myself and mankind. I am constantly consecrating every man, woman, child, baby, and unborn baby to the Immaculate Heart and Sacred Heart throughout my day, and I am constantly offering up my past crosses for the intentions of the Blessed Mother, asking all my prayers to be multiplied.

Everyone is different in their prayer life, but these are the things that have brought me closer to God and the Blessed Mother. So, I continue to share them, like the singing that I have mentioned before, because there really is truth in the saying that “singing is like praying twice” to God. But, everyone needs to train their minds and really develop their imagination to help them deepen their faith of God.

Truly, if the abuse of the imagination by mankind can cause so much trouble and evil in the world as we see today, how much greater good can be witnessed in the world if mankind were to properly train his mind to harness the gift of the imagination for the glory of God? Proper use of the gift of imagination can bring mankind to the very depths of love in the Most Sacred Heart of God. The imagination is the key to deeper faith.

Now, that being said, I want to speak more to those who attended the healing conference this past weekend. In general, I have spoken to everyone about using the gift of imagination to deepen one’s faith and love of God, but now, I want to address those who received the mystical gifts from Our Lord this past weekend. How can we increase your faith in having these mystical gifts so you can ultimately help yourself and others?

Now, I am not a theologian and I have no religious education beyond simple preparation for the Sacrament of Confirmation that I had many years ago. So perhaps, this has been presented in a much better way in the Catholic Church or by the many wonderful Saints of Heaven (who are a lot smarter than me). But, in writing this special commentary, it has been placed in my heart that there are three degrees of faith:

First, there is the very basic level of faith where people are trying to discern whether there is a God or not and whether Holy Mother Church is the true faith or not. So, that is very foundational, and everyone experiences that level of discernment at some point in their lives if they are genuine seekers for Truth and faith in God.

Then, there is the second degree of faith, which calls for a finer tuning of discernment of spirits. And most people, once they find the true faith in the Catholic Church, are at this level of discernment of spirits in their faith journey. This is where satan can really assail them with doubts and confusion, worries and fears, especially, where it comes to accepting mystical stuff and supernatural occurrences.

Now, everyone, including myself, are at different stages in their gift of discernment of spirits. And to be truthful, depending on the circumstance, people will have a better discernment regarding one matter versus another. Really, it is very particular to the situation, on how good one’s gift of discernment of spirits is. For example, a person might have an excellent sense of discernment of spirits on approved Marian apparitions because he follows only Church-approved messengers, but his discernment might be really lousy when it comes to unapproved sources, because he has closed his spirit off from properly testing the spirits, so he is spiritually handicapped in a way, but blind to the fact.

That example describes many devout Catholics—not necessarily those who follow this blog, MaryRefugeOfHolyLove—but I use that example as it can be related to so many people and understood by those who follow this blog. And also, there is the example of many people—such as many priests—who have “intellectualized” their faith too much. Their discernment of spirits is based too much on what they have read from scholars of the Church and honestly, not on actual practical application of their discernment in their daily spiritual walk. Sadly, I have to say that this “intellectualization” of the faith even exists among exorcists and that was shocking to me when I realized that fact, because these are men of the cloth who battle satan everyday. But, I realized that even exorcists can be in the dark about spiritual matters, because sometimes, I have read articles written by exorcists that I know are wrong based on my own personal experiences in heightened spiritual warfare and what I have learned in studying heavenly messages.

But, no one has or can claim perfect discernment of spirits. No one. Not me, not anyone. But, having “been around the block” a few times, I want to help, in particular, those who went to the healing conference and received mystical gifts from the Holy Spirit to properly develop them. That means, that I have to help each of you raise your discernment of spirits to the same level of faith that I have. So, that way, you will no longer be plagued by doubts and uncertainties about whether you even received the mystical gifts, because you were called to attend the healing conference, and the Lord desires to use you to help yourself and others in a mighty way, especially, in this End Times.

So, what do I mean by raising your gift of discernment of spirits to the same level of faith that I have? The fact is, each of the people who attended the healing conference have been given two very precious and very powerful gifts from God—the Spiritual Sword and the Most Precious Blood of Jesus. But, satan very actively wants people to deny these very powerful gifts, because to acknowledge and use them is a danger and threat to his plans.

Now, I mentioned the first two degrees of faith on discernment of spirits. If you are experiencing any doubts and uncertainties about this past weekend, we need to bring your level of faith to the highest degree of faith where you are very actively engaging and moving in the spirit world. As I mentioned previously, the veil between the natural and supernatural world is being lifted by God now, and so, everyone—not just those who attended the healing conference—need to be brought up to the highest degree of faith possible in God.

Now, I am going to say something that everyone who follows this blog likely knows, but it is something that is intellectualized by many people and not internalized in the spirit yet. But, this is the main difference between the level of faith where one is still experiencing doubts about the mystical and the supernatural, and the level of faith that one is called to have in God at the highest degree. I cannot say that I have this level of faith perfectly—I am not a saint and still living on earth working on my spiritual life—but as one comes closer to God, there comes a point when the reality of the demonic world becomes very real and you no longer doubt things like if satan or demons exist or not.

I know that most of the people who follow this blog, MaryRefugeOfHolyLove, are very devout and truly believe in the reality of satan and his demons. But, I truly tell you, my beloved blog followers, that something profoundly happens to your level of faith when you experience satan un-cuffed in your life. The fact is, I have mentioned often on this blog, that I have engaged in much spiritual warfare. If you have read my various writings and free ebooks, you will know that much of this has been through demonic nightmares and demonic voices, however, I have had overt attacks, such as my car accident in January 2008, etc., so I have experienced a gamut of attacks of varying degrees.

But, as I have revealed previously, before I published my Easter 2017 commentary about Fatima, Garabandal, and Medjugorje, one night satan physically attacked me. I never saw him, but the fact is, when you have a demon chewing on your head spiritually, something really happens to your faith at that point. Up until that time, I had had brief glimpses of demons before (ugly blackness!), been attacked by demonically-possessed animals, and other things, which made the demonic world very real to me. But, truly, when you are being eaten alive demonically by satan, it is impossible to ever deny the reality of the devil ever again.

Now, I pray that no one undergoes the experience of being demonically eaten alive, but my dearly beloved blog followers, I think that each of you know and believe in your hearts that this is the End Times. The fact is, the antichrist does exist and is alive in the world today. During this past weekend at the healing conference, as I revealed in the previous commentary, while I was in my hotel room at night, I was engaged in much spiritual warfare. So, I got to use right away the spiritual gifts that the Lord was giving to us during the day.

Well, I am not sure if you have noticed, but in my last few special commentaries on the blog, I have been pretty bold about revealing certain facts of my life. The fact is, I rarely speak about my special protector, St. Elijah the Prophet, who was appointed to me by Our Lord on July 13, 2008 and that I was specifically told by him that I have a “special mission” to complete on earth for God. Those facts and others are buried on different blog pages in various earlier writings, which I know that I have to publicly reveal about myself (truly, the fact that Elijah is with me, I cannot hide this fact), but to be honest, I am not the type of person who desires to be known for such things. It is not in my nature as I am very private, but I write this stuff down anyways, because I have to chronicle my life otherwise people would not know that Our Lord is keeping true to His Holy Word to send St. Elijah the Prophet back to the world.

So, as much as I would like to hide this stuff about me, the Lord keeps prompting me to come out of my shell and speak (write). For example, the Lord did this last year when St. Gabriel revealed to me the Secrets of Fatima, Garabandal, and Medjugorje, etc. When a person is given revelations of such importance like that by God, really, I have no choice but to reveal them publicly if I desire to follow the Divine Will. Just like, I have no choice but to publicly reveal the presence of St. Elijah the Prophet in my life, even though, I would love to keep my life private and unknown to everyone.

Well, the reason I bring up St. Elijah the Prophet again in this writing, is because this past weekend, July 13, 2018, was the ten-year anniversary of when Our Lord, Jesus Christ, and the Blessed Mother visited me, and gave me the Ring of Redemption and appointed Elijah as my special protector. So, while the many attendees were wondering why the Lord had chosen this particular weekend for the healing conference, during this Month dedicated to the Most Precious Blood of Jesus, none of the spiritual significance of this weekend went unnoticed by me. The fact is, there is a lot of stuff that happened to me this past weekend that I cannot publicly share at this time. Someday, people will know everything, but what little that I can say is that the Blessed Mother told me that I am a target of the antichrist. So, Heaven validated at least personally to me, that yes, indeed, the antichrist is very much alive and active in the world today, but I was also comforted knowing that Heaven is also very much protecting me and my special mission for God.

Anyways, I reveal this limited stuff, because everyone who went to the healing conference and received the Spiritual Sword and the Most Precious Blood of Jesus from the Holy Spirit, have been totally blessed by God. Please do not let satan cast doubts and confusion in your minds about these precious gifts, because you and your loved ones will need these precious gifts in the days ahead. The fact is, I know in my heart that Jesus wants to give everyone a Spiritual Sword and the only reason for that, is because we will truly need to have and use them. I do not want to frighten people, especially, about the antichrist stuff, but everyone’s got to build up their level of faith so we can truly be the the Church Militant.

And so, for those who did receive the mystical gifts, you need to start using them everyday and praising God for giving them to you. You need to practice saying the prayers until they roll off your tongue with great ease and getting used to swinging your Spiritual Sword. The key is to use your imagination actively envisioning the Spiritual Sword in your hand and handling the Spiritual Sword with care just as you would with a real sword. The more you practice, the stronger your faith will become and as you become accustomed to this gift, the other gifts that you also have been given will present themselves to you as well. For example, I believe that a lot of people were given the gift of spiritual sight. But I do not believe that this gift will become active until after people become accustomed with using their Spiritual Sword on a daily basis.

Honestly, I believe that the Lord has blessed each attendee with many spiritual gifts, but He is not going to overwhelm us with revealing them all to us all at once. The spiritual gifts build upon and compliment each other. As we learn how to use one gift properly, then the next one will be revealed, and so forth. For example, I shared that the Lord gave me the stigmata cross on my left hand palm when I received the Most Precious Blood of Jesus on my hands. Every time I have felt the slight stigmata pain on my left hand palm, I have been kissing the palm of my hand, and I know that the pain will increase over time. I also suspect that I might have other stigmata wounds as well, but the Lord is calling me to faith as it is all invisible. So, first, I have to build up my faith about the cross on my left-hand palm, then other gifts will be revealed in time.

In conclusion, I want to say something very important and meaningful to me. Ten years ago, on July 13, 2008, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, gave me an invisible Ring that He slipped onto my left hand finger. That Ring, which I call the Ring of Redemption, is very special to me. The Ring consists of one Droplet of the Most Precious Blood of Our Lord that He shed for me at the Crucifixion. The Ring has meant so much to me and has helped me so much in my private spiritual life. It is because of the Ring that for over ten years I have felt the Presence of Jesus and the Blessed Mother holding my hands. The Ring has helped me in recognizing sins in my life, as well as my discernment of spirits.

This Ring of the Most Precious Blood of Jesus has been an incredible gift for me. I often kiss the invisible Ring on my left hand finger and sometimes, I will bring the Ring next to my cheek, close my eyes, and simply adore the Lord on my left hand.

For ten years, I have been in awe that on my left hand finger, I am wearing the same Most Precious Blood of Jesus that the priest consecrates the holy wine to become at Holy Mass in the Holy Chalice. Truly, I have been awestruck, often telling Jesus, Lord, I am not worthy to be wearing Your Most Precious Blood on my hand. Lord, why have You given me this Precious Gift? I am not a priest. I am not worthy in any way. And sometimes, I have cried, knowing how special this gift of the Ring of His Most Sacred Blood is for me.

This past weekend, I was given a greater gift. The ability to plead the Most Precious Blood of Jesus on my hands. As indicated, when the gift was given to me, I felt the stigmata wound on my palm as the Most Precious Blood was pouring down my left hand and arm. I literally felt the drops of Most Precious Blood gushing from my palm to my wrist, etc.

I know that the Most Precious Blood of Jesus on their hands was given to everyone in that conference room. Please have no doubt about this very special, very sacred gift. I am not a priest and I am in awe that I have been given this precious gift. Each attendee needs to be in awe of receiving this mystical gift and praising God tremendously for this grace from His Most Sacred Heart. Make an act of faith and kiss your palms every time you invoke this very special gift. Your hands are shedding the Most Precious Blood of Our Savior! This is something that you need to praise God for every moment that you can and have no doubts anymore about.

You have been given a very powerful gift to battle demons with and to treasure Our Lord with in your heart. Be grateful. Be in awe. And be at peace knowing how much the Lord loves you that He has entrusted to you His very own Most Precious Blood from His Most Sacred Heart. How great is Our God! Praise Be to Jesus!

I love you all. God bless.
—a soul

Blessed Virgin Mary – “Devout Catholics who have held fast to their faith in the midst of all that has happened will be the first to receive”

LOCUTIONS TO THE WORLD

November 13, 2014
Overcoming the Darkness

MARY

These events will come forth because human history moves on, bringing forth what has been imbedded in its past. I have tried to describe those forces that have been placed in the stream, waiting beneath the surface and ready to come forth. Now, I must move on to my Church and to describe its life. I will speak of what is hidden and often overlooked.

Many lay people take their Baptism very seriously. They offer their help at the parishes, attend its services and keep their hearts loyal. They are faithful Catholics and even though there have been many scandals, they do not allow them to shake their faith.

They have received a Catholic heritage and they want to pass this on to their children and grandchildren. They have never given up the dreams placed in their hearts from the beginning. They have always believed in the Church. Even when the scandals came, they held on in the darkness and continued to serve and to believe.

Their numbers are much larger than the public perception. These Catholic will be my foundation. In so many ways, they have come through the darkness. They have believed when the darkness of events covered over their churches. Now, I am ready to use them. To these I will speak now.

November 14, 2014
New Gifts for Faithful People

MARY

How flourishing my Church was, so many vocations and so many faithful laity. All were gathered around me and my name was on their lips. Now, the flourishing harvest of vocations has become just a handful and many laity have walked away from their faith. This is what catches the eyes of most.

But, look! How many are still in the fields, laboring to bring forth good fruit. How many still cherish the sacraments and the Catholic devotions. Even among the young, the gift of faith flourishes in many hearts. This is where I will begin. They need only a light, a signal of hope, a direction, a new voice, clear and true, to inspire their hearts. This is why I speak.

To you who labor in the fields, who have always sought to preserve the faith in your homes and in your parishes, I know your travail. I know your sadness that many do not respond, even the members of your family. I know the darkness that you have been through, not just the personal darkness but your dismay at all that has happened to a once glorious Church. Do not say that the Church is in ruins and decay. Within the Church is much hidden life, many people doing all that they can to preserve and pass on the ancient faith that is always new.

To you, I will speak. Read these words carefully. They will be your guide. I know the labor of your hearts and all the efforts you have made. None of them is lost, even when your words and your deeds seemingly had no effect.

Now, I call you in a different direction. Before you continue on, come into my heart. Find the new gifts that await you. Should not you, who have been faithful to my Church, be the first ones to discover the new gifts of my heart.

November 15, 2014
The Beginning Gifts

MARY

With the many new blessings flowing from my heart should not these faithful Catholics be the first ones to know and to receive. They already attend mass and call upon my name. They have not abandoned their religious practices, even though others have walked away. They are confused by all that is happening in the world but the light of faith and practice still burns within their hearts. They will be the first group to receive, the first ones to experience the outpouring of my heart. To them, I speak now.

When I come to you, when I offer you my new gifts, open wide your hearts. I am preparing you.

You need these new gifts. They will begin with an invitation, an opportunity to attend a gathering, to read a book or to join a group. Do not set this invitation aside. It is an invitation to a new way of life, to join with others on the road.

Others will not yet have this opportunity. These, too, I will prepare by special private graces. Everything that bears my name – the churches, the books, the traditional devotions will gain a hold upon you. You will find new attractions. Whatever carries my name will draw you, without any personal effort, into its power.

These are the beginning gift. For those who accept these invitations, greater, more powerful and more lasting gifts await. All is needed to prepare for the darkness.

November 16, 2014
Light for Devout Catholics

MARY

When all of the events begin, devout Catholics are the ones who will be bathed in my light. I must speak about this light. When darkness comes and the usual lights go out, emergency lights come on to provide safety. They do not give the fullness of light but they are sufficient to protect and sustain life.

Such are my special lights which flow from my heart and which I want to give to all. However, devout Catholics who have held fast to their faith in the midst of all that has happened will be the first to receive. Then, the graces will go forth to others. None of my lights are limited, but devout Catholics are better prepared to receive than others.

I speak now so that as these lights go forth, devout Catholics do not miss their opportunity.

You must not think, “I have enough light. I am not walking in darkness”. Certainly, you are not in darkness, but the darkness will come, and then you desperately need the light that I am now offering to you. How does this new light come? I will teach you.

Be attentive. Be sensitive to devotions, new and old, that would lead you to me. I will place new attractions in your hearts. Those who were always devoted to me will find a hunger and thirst for my devotions. Those who never experienced any particular attraction will realize that a new flame has been put in their heart.

Realize what I am doing. I am taking your faith, which still burns within you, and I am giving you fresh oil for your lamps. In this way, you will have the new light that will not go out in the darkness.

November 17, 2014
Entering Mary’s Heart

MARY

The life that I will offer to these Catholics is so new that many will find it difficult to believe. They will ask, “How can this be”? Then they will see for themselves that I am pouring forth a special fire which offers helps that have never been given before.

All of these new graces are so needed because of the new problems that will suddenly arise on the earth, for which there will be no apparent solutions. My response will be taking place within the hearts of those who receive.

A new power will be released from my heart to their hearts. All will know that I have embraced them and drawn them into my heart where they are safe, even though the external turmoil increases.

I have spoken before of this invitation. My heart is like Noah’s ark, but this time, the numbers are not limited. All can enter. There is plenty of space for the whole world. I must begin to teach everyone how they can enter. No one must delay. The door will remain open until the last minute but the earlier you enter, the deeper will be the protection.

My heart has many doors, accommodated to everyone’s situation and way of life. All will be able to enter.

November 18, 2014
Preparing for Mary’s Fire

MARY

I must make these new gifts which are easily available and tell the whole world how they are received. They are inner gifts, received into a heart that has been purified and is seeking my help.

The first gift begins as a new stirring, like a lonely but attractive voice that says, “Come with me. Come in this new direction. Leave behind what is familiar and be drawn into a life that feeds your spirit.”

This voice will invite you to leave behind everything that soils your heart and to be generous in the things of God. The voice will point out much that must be changed. Be generous. Do not resist. All of this is the needed purifying action of the Holy Spirit.

The voice will lead you into a new style of life, with new priorities. The old will be set aside, even those attractions that were not sinful but still claimed your heart. The goal is to set you free so your spirit can respond and receive.

The voice will lead you into new waters, gentle and peaceful. You will find rest and a new kind of happiness, a contentment with what you have and a spirit of thanksgiving to God for all that he saved you from.

At this point, you are ready for the fire that comes from my heart and which I want to pour forth over the whole world. It is so easy. As your spirit seeks heavenly graces, ask specifically for my fire to be given and you will receive it. Ask time and again, “O Mary, please give me your fire”. My heart will break open and the fire will pour forth.

November 19, 2014
Preparing for the Consecration of Russia

MARY

The fullness of my gifts will only flow as mankind falls deeper and deeper into darkness.

This will happen as the events, coordinated by Satan, unfold. At that time, a hopelessness and feeling of inevitability will come upon the human race. As Satan cleverly unfolds one part at a time, people will realize what has happened. The important events of the past led to these troubles. Mankind will see itself as cornered, with its back to the wall.

Only after these events begin, will the Church realize the great power that has been given at Fatima. At last, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia, together with all of the bishops.

New lights and new hope will be released, the deepest gifts of my Immaculate Heart.

The world will not return to the way it was. Some parts will have already collapsed and many places will have been destroyed, but new life will be offered to all. This is why I must speak and explain my gifts so all can receive. Right now, I am pouring out preparatory gifts, new attractions to greater devotion. They must be received so each soul is more ready for the great gifts that will pour out after Russia is consecrated.